It may be that when the angels go about their task praising God, they play only Bach. I am sure, however, that when they are together en famille they play Mozart.
For years, I’ve laughed at that quote, and have asked myself what I believe to be the most sublime music ever created. My vote would have to go to Giovanni Gabrieli’s Canzon septimi toni. This particular morning has been most beautiful because I just received this CD as a late Christmas gift, and the music has filled my house with a sense of good will and lightness of Being.
My intention to head for the shower this morning was interrupted when I opened the living room blinds and saw this enormous tree next to my house bathed in the morning winter light. I scrambled for my sketchbook and pencils and scratched out the sketch posted above before showering. I had to, the impulse was so strong. And as I drew, it felt as though the pencils were dancing between my fingers as I worked to keep them inside the boundaries of the tree trunk. I am still amazed at how little effort it takes to render the textures of tree bark by simply letting the pencil have its way as it skips over the surface of my paper. All I do is twist the pencil back and forth between my fingers, jiggle it about, and vary the pressure of the point against the paper. It does the rest. Last evening, while lounging on a window seat in Espumoso Caffe, I scratched out a couple of tree sketches, marveling at how easy the endeavor was, and began to develop this idea of the contrast between a dancer and a grinder. I seem to cycle between those two. As a dancer, I can flit lightly from book to book, drawing to watercolor, journal to blog, and back again. I seem to be A.D.D., but I’ve had this tendency at least since graduate school–too many interests for one person to keep under wraps. And then there is the other mode, the grinder. As a teacher, I grind out lesson plans, and as an artist, I grind out inventory for commissions and art festivals. Either way, I am producing. It’s just that one way is marked with much more felicity than the other. Both produce results, but one is much more enjoyable. Sometimes I play, and sometimes I work. With a two-week Christmas holiday, I am much more “at play” and am loving it.
In the cities, in the studios, there is usually too little time to think matters through. Most things are skimmed, and people often believe they are doing quite a good deal themselves when they are only jostled by others.
Robert Henri, The Art Spirit
When I read this last evening, I exploded in my journal for another couple of pages. I love it when writers such as Henri set me off on a tangent of thought. With the holiday more than half over, I am delightful that despite much traveling and social time I have managed to have more quiet time than usual, and have pondered many matters, preparing for this new year. I am excited as 2016 draws near, and have pledged not to get caught by the perennial deadlines and wingnuts that accompany my day job to the extent that there is no time for creative, meaningful thought. Life just isn’t long enough, and I regret in these senior years finding myself often chasing my tail because of schedules that are, in the long run, meaningless.
Another thought from Henri: Don’t ever stock your head so full of “learning” that there will be no room left for personal thinking.
Thanks for reading.
I make art in order to understand.
I journal when I feel alone.
I blog to remind myself that I am not alone.